running on adrenalin

I've been listening to a lot of different music lately- Coldplay, A Fine Frenzy, Low, MGMT, Pharrell, Martin Solvieg and Jesse McCartney's new song Leavin' which is surprisingly good!

Haha oh and I came across a video for this electro song. Disturbingly hot! Why is it not even flagged?! Then my friend showed me the real video O__________o

I bought Panic!'s new album a few weeks ago and I got tickets to their show in August YAYYY

Personal wishlist for future reference: (all of which aren't available in NZ >:O)

1. Marie Digby's album
2. Skins, Series 1 and 2 on DVD
3. Across The Universe on DVD
4. UDPP

Miley Cyrus, grow up you skank!

( i love summer an awful awful lot )

So it's seriously been forever.
I don't even know where to begin, but I just had a sudden urge to blog.

Well I'm pretty much failing school at the moment. I hate how nothing is ever the same. Including people. I used to like school, look forward to seeing everyone else there but now, I don't even want to wake up in the morning.
I've got exams in about one and a half weeks. I guess that's why I'm blogging, procrastination? But I'm just kinda like yeah, whatever. These exams don't count for anything. Next year's finals are going to be a bitch.

This year I've been getting more involved with service activities, mainly for the sake of CAS hours. I coached a junior netball team and their last game was about a week ago. Damn I miss them so much. Next year I'm definitely gonna go for it again.
Speaking of next year, the school production is Grease. Like omfg!!! I can't sing or dance OR act but I'd be a fool if I didn't audition.
I've been waking up early even though it's the holidays, and I feel so good about it. In 3 days I'm going to Camp Adair as a volunteer to watch over the junior camp. Camp Adair was by far the best camp ever ♥

Lately I've been watching P!@TD videos again and fallen in love with acoustic music. Brenden is hot again, yay! Yesterday was wasted on playing the piano. I really regret dropping it. I taught myself how to play Hey There Delilah on the guitar and now my fingers are throbbing.
I GOT TICKETS TO JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE :D

There's a movie called Across the Universe currently showing in selected cinemas across the US. Fuck, I want to see it so bad. I've already watched every trailer and review on it and listened to the songs so much that they're up to the top of my most played.
Jim Sturgess + singing = reason to watch the movie
Oh oh oh Hairspray was awesome. I was thinking about how much cooler it would be if our school production was Hairspray instead. But of course it's too new to even attempt.

I'm going shopping today, I wanna find some cheap retro glasses with wild coloured frames.

85% classics
80% maths
75% chemistry
70% biology
70% english
65% chinese

absolute minimums for prelims.

apparently i drank too much at the afterball.
pshh.
oh wait. that's probably why i don't remember ._.

i never ended up watching pirates D:
i saw shrek! it was so worth it. live babysitter lmao!

i failed chinese.
i scraped past biology.
i fluked english.
i "passed" chemistry.
i was disappointed by maths.
i did okay in an easy classics paper.

fuck!

there goes another month.
i'm so over school and all the lame shit going on with cliques D:

my first exam.
tomorrow morning.
three hours.
fucking world literature.

all. these. full. stops. seem. so. emo.
but i'm trying to get into the habit of typing proper. excluding the capitals.
i still wear colours, i swear.

POCK POCK POCK!
i'm saving pirates for after the exams.
i heard that it's disappointing but surely it can't be worse than spiderman 3!
then comes the ball ^_^

i feel like i'm having one of those angry days. where you're just angry at everything. for no reason.
my blog is so negative!

i like going for runs when it is midnight. the stars keep me company.
i like sleeping under the winter sun. skin tingling from the heat.
during these times, i'm thinking of you. over on the other side of the world </3

hey there delilah
don't you worry about the distance
i'm right there if you get lonely

give this song another listen
close your eyes...
listen to my voice it's my disguise
i'm by your side

TWO MORE WEEKS

i'm off to camp bai bai ^^.

IB. Social suicide. >X[
I've missed 3 parties already and it hasn't even been 2 full weeks of school.
"World Literature" is so hard. What's worse is I'll probably have to do it at higher level. Otherwise it'll be chemistry AND biology higher.
I never know what to blog about anymore. School is dull enough as it is.
I never find time to make icons either.

2 seems to be a very significant number at the moment.
Netball trials in 2 hours O.O
Camp in 2 weeks O.O
Uni in 2 years O.O

Happy Chinese new year. Do anything interesting?

I really want to get my hair permanently straightened but it's so expensive and I feel like I'm being a pompus pain in the ass since I got it permed in October. It sucks that we have to tie our hair up in school. Pretty much the only reason I want straight hair again. Curly hair is such a bother to manage.

So this year I'm going to coach a little netball team XD For CAS hours haah yeah... I gotta get into a lot more activities too. I used to do quite a few but then I got busy. I even quit piano too! I should take it up again but I hate it now >_> I'm one lazy ass.

Camp sounds really exciting this year. Full-on activities, unlike last year when we just got dumped onto an island and chilled all day. And there's this cute German exchange student in our group ^^.

HEY IS IT JUST ME OR IS PRISON BREAK TURNING INTO BULLSHIT BREAK?
It's losing its grip.

the tiger is back in the zoo.
the sushi is back on the train.
IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN *F3*

This premade doesn't really suit my journal because I don't write much.
Bleh no one gives a shit.

So if you haven't already, update IE6 to IE7. IE7 is B.O.M.B.
IE7>FF norly!
You should be able to as long as your windows XP is legit.

I was meant to go to school today for course confirmation day. But I don't have to anymore [: Yay for medical certificates. I won't be getting my ID photo taken anytime soon either.

guhblsfjkehkisauhlakushdfg that's the sound of my stomach. I want to vomit. Is it normal to feel dehydrated when you're actually over-hydrated? I have been drinking non-stop and peeing non-stop. Poor bladder.

Step Up was lame! It was like they stole parts from Fame, Take The Lead and You Got Served then mushed it all together.

LMAO: I have had it with these motherfucking snakes on this motherfucking plane! Go see Snakes On A Plane NOW. You don't know what you're missing out on. It's crazy and hilarious shit.

NZTV is so awesome right now. Here's my daily dose of TV:
Monday: Heroes, Desperate Housewives
Tuesday: Ugly Betty
Wednesday: Lost, Prison Break
Thursday: Grey's Anatomy
Friday-Sunday: Movies

Couch potatoe ._.
Shallow Hal is on tonight!

Oh and *pinch and a punch for the first day of the month*
Where did January go?

i got out of the hospital today.
snaps for me!
how come i don't see you snapping ]:

school in one week.
BOO. BEES.

i feel so rotten.
why is it that i always come here to complain?
my little emo journal.

Until the minute I started using it. This will take a while to adjust.
I got a computer for Christmas with a 20" wide-screen.perfect for TV. Imagine watching Prison Break on it. Mmmm Wenty..
Great, all the essentials are now in my little room. Well, apart from food and the bathroom. What did you get?

Happy New Years :D
The first thing I did in year 07? Blog -.-;

It's pretty crazy. I still feel like a nut. Stuck inside a nutshell. Called 2006 O.O

i just finished flipping through the yearbook.
they couldn't have put in more hanus photos of me.
the one year they decide to use student ID photos.
the one year i hate my photo so much that i taped over my student ID card.

this one photo was spontaneously taken in PE when we had golf-for the first time. i'm in this weird stance with loser written all over it.

i changed the header :D i'm planning on changing the layout colours later. can't be bothered right now. it's christmas eve :O

credit straw_berii for scan.

I got my report yesterday. I was pretty annoyed cause all my friends and my brother had already received theirs a week ago. But my report was the best it's been so that makes me happy :D All A's except for history(B), which was expected of course. English takes me by surprise everytime. Just hoping that I did well for the exams-I should find out in late January.

So today I had a taste of waitressing at a Chinese buffet restaurant. It was quite easy,but hella boring. And the pay sucks. Oh but I'm in such a good mood cause the Japanese restaurant told me that they'll start training me on the 8th.It seems like a much more intensified job and $11/h sounds pretty dam good.

reached.
got a job-japanese for dinner ^^v
made a summer dress. photos? maybe later.
crocheted a christmas stocking,for a friend.
woke up at 7am but fell asleep and woke up to lunch-half accomplished?
watched spirited away in japanese. but i love that movie so i guess it doesn't count as learning anything.

yeahhhh and still working on the rest.

:O

i can't fucking wait for season 3.



where did I go wrong? i lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness and i would have stayed up with you all night-had i known how to save a life.